Too many things going through my head.
Processing them one by one.
It's hard to say certain things out loud.
Why? Because feelings will get hurt.
We are always so afraid of hurting feelings that we don't say what we feel. And when the shit finally hits the fan, it'll become everybody's fault for not exposing the real problem in the first place.
Too many things that can't be told. There're no "emo-ness" or "it's complicated" involved.
In actual fact, and in all irony, it's just complicated.
Whatever problems I can solve, I'll solve it.
Whatever problems I CAN'T solve, I don't care.
"I don't care" might (or maybe WILL) sound hurtful. But in the long run, if everyone is too blind to see the problem, this is the only way to bring about some sense of peace and order to my life.